|More Than Words
||[Aug. 31st, 2005|12:18 pm]
So these last few days have been, well bad. But I woke up today and thought maybe it'll be a better day. The weathers nice and I'm sick of feeling like shit.
No I'm not in a bad mood because of a guy, it's just life thats changing so much right now.
Kelly I'm sorry for being a bitch, and Britt and Chels, thanks for taking care of me.
Aaron keeps apologising. I dont want to hear it. If people were really sorry it wouldnt have happened in the first place. Im over it. You cant change the past so you just have to let it go. He's not intrested and thats that. I have to learn to deal. It's just another part of life and growing up.
I went home lastnight. Ben and I went to WalMart and then decided we didnt want to go back to campus and so we ended at my house. Denise is pissed. She didnt like it at all. I've gotten like 3 phone calls from her. She's flipping out. She stopped by Amandas this morning and asked her what was wrong with me, why I didnt act like "myself", which was funny because I was really happy then. She said my eyes looked funny and that Ben looked like a party person. Which again is funny beause I hadent been doing anything and Ben was dressed very hickish, boots, hat and all. Go figure. So anyway she's comeing up here sometime today. News flash to me. Makes me feel great that she feels she cant trust me. But then again I guess thats her problem and not mine. My job is to be here and do the best that I can. And to say fuck you to everyone that said I couldnt do it.